In a body that makes me feel dead,
In a situation that is hopeless.
In a world that can not cure the hurt
Or loss of my soul.
In a life where it doesn’t matter if I live.
I’m not afraid, yet I know that something is missing.
If I were going to find it I would have by now.
If god were going to save my soul
he would have found me by now.
Where what I crave is my death, and
Though I search far and wide I can not find it.